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本文作者艾米(Amy H. ),是湾区高中2017应届毕业生。她生于北京,12岁移民美国。自小钟爱艺术,尝试纸艺、串珠、铁艺、木工、绘画等各种介质的创意。10年级确定以时装设计为大学主攻方向,大学申请两所美国时装设计顶尖学校Parsons和FIDM两所,均被录取。
艾米有着不同于一般孩子的成长故事。从中国到美国,环境的变化,就读于湾区明星高中所受到的压力,曾让她苦闷和彷徨,但最终她在自己喜欢做的事情上找到支撑,从沉重的学业中碾压出自己的时装路。详情请看采访:北美华二代成长故事(4):艾米 -- 从沉重的学业中碾压出自己的时装路
下面是艾米大学申请FIDM(服装设计商业学院)的作文:《喜爱你做的事,做你喜爱的事》,翻译: Meggie。

美国作家Ray Bradbury曾经说过:“喜爱你做的事;做你喜爱的事。” 对大多数人而言,问题是, 他们的真爱到底是什么?什么是其热情所在?许多年来,我一直在问自己这个问题,只是答案随着岁月才日渐清晰。


让我从头说起。我只是中国土生土长的普通女孩。在北京读完小学。在那里,一些人知道我是学校芭蕾舞队的。但更多人知道我是在课上涂鸦和做奇奇怪怪手工的那个人。老师们常常告诫我要多注重学习,少花些时间在创想捣鼓上,我却常常梦想着有一天,我会成为某方面的艺术家。


五年级的一个平常下午,我和好朋友玛丽像往常一样坐在一起。


“艾米,长大了,你想做什么?”


“不知道耶。也许做个艺术家?老实说,我还没有好好考虑过这个问题。”


“你知道有件什么事特别酷吗?时装设计!设计听起来好酷啊!我刚刚看了叫《天桥骄子》的电视节目。那些设计师简直不可思议。有个小子竟然用玉米皮做了件时装!什么时候你来我家跟我一起看这个节目吧。”


我们是好朋友,我欣然答应了。


接下来一年,我常常去玛丽家看《天桥骄子》。看见做砸了的设计,我们一起狂笑;看见做得无与伦比的设计,我们一起目瞪口呆。


跟玛丽在一起的《天桥骄子》热大概持续了一年。在学校,我们会相互传递速写了漂亮服装的小纸条;我们会说起这些衣服背后的笑料;我们有了某一天成为时装设计师的大梦想。那时候,我并不知道,六年级后,一个巨大的变迁就在拐角。


六年级结束后,我移居到这个叫美国的异国他乡。对我来说,这是一个巨大的转折。刚来时,我只能说一点点英语,我小小温馨的朋友圈不见了。


不仅语言是个巨大的挑战,文化冲突带来了更大的差异。在中国大陆,12年级前主要只强调必修课程,而选修课在美国的初高中教育里起到了开发创造力、培养解决问题能力的重要作用。七年级,我选修了铁艺课和木工课,学到了如何把不同材料介质融入到创意中。八年级,我小试缝纫,那是我此生最大的转折点。我认识到,除了木头、铁片这些硬体材料,我还能用布料这样的软介质。父母给我买了一台Singer缝纫机,于是,我一头扎进我满心喜爱的事中。有时,我会想象自己在《天桥骄子》秀中做设计、缝纫......


快进到2016年6月22日。在我参选我的梦想电视秀《天桥骄子》少年版一个半月后,在我经历了入选半决赛的狂喜后,在洛杉矶决赛选拔现场我被当场告知获得晋级之后,在收到并回签了100页左右的合同和文件后,在十天静默之后,一个电子邮件“炸”毁了我进入最后12强的梦。我如坠五云,失望已极,心碎万分。我的梦想曾经近在指掌,但它却悄然滑去。


整整一个下午,我躺床上,泪眼朦胧,怅然若失。过去三年我的种种努力如电影般在脑海中奔涌而过:高中时代我参加的学校InDesign时尚俱乐部,在那里我先成为秘书,后成为副主席;那些我投入InDesign年度时装秀的作品;我远去伦敦时装学院参加的时装夏令营;我此刻正在马里兰一家时尚公司做的实习......如果我心仪的顶级时装秀告诉我,我不够好,不能进入决赛,所有的这些付出还值不值得?
我连续两年制作闪亮裙装去创客大展(Maker Faire)展示;万圣节我给自己和妹妹缝制的装扮;我为高三舞会缝制的礼服裙;我用星巴克杯套和吸管缝制的实验裙装......如果我心仪的顶级时装秀告诉我,我不够好,不能进入决赛,所有的这些付出还值不值得?还有我在学校选修的3D艺术课;我过去几年来从未间断的每周一次的艺术课外班;我画的一摞摞时装设计稿......如果我心仪的顶级时装秀告诉我,我不够好,不能进入决赛,所有的这些付出还值不值得?
我从未离自己的梦想如此接近过,却被断然无情地拒之门外, 我禁不住开始怀疑我的梦想本身。


午夜无眠的我爬下床,双脚不由自主把恍惚的我带到我千里迢迢从家里背到实习地的缝纫机前,我的双手开始缝制三天前我设计的一款上衣。在某个刹那之间,我突然意识到,我对服装设计的赤胆忠诚 -- 那是一个我绝不会因为任何险恶挫折而偏离的目的地。我要做我喜爱的事,而无论发生什么,我都要喜爱我做的事,时装设计是我一生的长远目标。
对我如此投入的热情所在,我知道成功之路并非轻而易达。正如罗马哲学家Seneca所说,“幸运是机会与准备的相遇。”FIDM(服装设计商业学院)能够帮助我做好准备。学校没有第一年蜻蜓点水般的基础课程,而是直接深入我所需的技能教育。我知道,没有基础课程年,一切将更具挑战,但我已经准备好挑战自我, 把我的创造力和技艺带入更高层级, 我期待成为服装设计师。
我知道FIDM将帮助我梦想成真。
英文原文:
Do what you love, and love what you do.

As Ray Bradbury once said, “Love what you do and do what you love.”  But the question for most people is: what do you really love? Where does your true passion lay? I’ve been questioning myself the same question for years and years, and the answer has only gotten more and more firm over time.

Let me start from the bottom. I am just this average girl born and raised in China. I had my elementary education in Beijing. In my Chinese elementary school, I was somewhat known as the kid on the school ballet dance team. But more so, known as someone who does kooky little DIYs and doodles during class. While the teachers always told me to focus more on study and less on creative projects, I always dreamed that one day I would become an artist of some sort.

It was just a plain afternoon during my 5th grade school year. I was sitting with my best friend Mary as usual.

“Amy, what do you want to be when you grow up?”

“I don’t know, maybe an artist? To be honest, I haven’t really quite thought about it yet.”

“You know what would be super cool? fashion design! Designing sounds so cool! I saw this show called Project Runway. These designers are insane. This one dude, he made a dress out of corn husks! You should come over to my house and watch it together with me!”

As a best friend, I agreed. For the next year, I would constantly go over to Mary’s house and binge watch Project Runway with her. We would laugh about how some of the designs look like disasters, and gasp at many more gorgeous designs.

The show addiction with Mary went on for almost a year. At school, we would pass around little pieces of paper sketched with pretty garments; we would make inside jokes about the dresses; and we had the big dreams that one day we would become fashion designers. Little did I know, a huge change was waiting for me right after my 6th grade year.

At the end of 6th grade, I moved to this new foreign land called the United States of America. It was a huge transition for me: I spoke little English. The small defined world of intimate friend circle was taken away from me.

Not only was the language barrier a huge challenge, but also the shift in conflicting cultures. Unlike the situation in China where K-12 education is focused on compulsory classes only, electives take a good role in secondary education in the US where creativity and problem solving skills are nurtured. I took up woodshop and metal shop in 7th grade and learned how to incorporate multimedia into my creations.

In 8th grade, I tried sewing. That was a major turning point in my life. I realized that apart from hard media such as wood and metal, and I can also work out soft media such as fabric. My parents bought me a Singer and I plunged into something I really loved. From time to time, I imagined myself designing and sewing in a Project Runway show…...

Fast forward to June 22, 2016, one and a half month after applying to Project Runway Junior, the teen version of my dream show, and after the ecstasy of getting into semi-finals, after being informed on the spot of my Los Angeles interview that I was advanced into the next casting level, after receiving and signing off around 100 pages of show agreement and documents, and after ten days of absolute silence, I was “bombed” with an email smashing my dream of being the last 12 final contestants. I was down in the dumps. I was disappointed. I was heart-broken. For once, my dream seemed to be at the palm of my hands, but it slipped away.

For a whole afternoon, I lay in bed, lost in tears. The last three years of my endeavor raced through my mind like in a film: the high school InDesign fashion club I joined, where I became a Secretary and then Vice President; the many pieces I put into the annual InDesign Fashion Show; the Fashion Design summer camp for which I traveled afar and took at the London College of Fashion; the design internship I am now doing faraway from home in Maryland…… Were they all worth it now that my dream show told me I was not good enough for the finals? The light-up dresses I made and presented for two conservative years at the Maker-Faire; the costumes I made for myself and my sister for the past Halloweens, the prom dress I made for my Junior Prom; the experimental dresses I made of Starbucks straws and cup sleeves…...Were they all worth it now that my dream show told me I was not good enough for the finals? And there were the 3D Art elective I have been taking at school, the weekly Art after-school I never missed for all these years; the stacks of fashion sketches I drew; …… Were they all worth it now that my dream show told me I was not good enough for the finals?

I have never been so near the threshold of my dream, yet shut so bluntly and cruelly out of its door that I couldn't just help questioning my dream itself.

At midnight the sleepless me wandered off bed. My feet took the feeble me to the sewing machine I brought with me all the way from home. My hands started to sew the blouse I designed three days ago. For a split of a second, I realized I am all true to fashion design -- a destination that I will not deviate from even in the most formidable set-back. I should do what I love, and I love what I do no matter what. Fashion Design is my lifetime goal.

For a passion that I am so committed to, I know that the road to success is not an easy one. As Seneca once said, "Luck is opportunity meeting preparation.” FIDM is a school that will help me further strengthen my preparation. The curriculum dives straight into the necessary skills I need rather than having a foundation year where we learn a little about everything. I understand that without a foundation year, everything will be more challenging. But I am ready to challenge myself and take both my creative and technical skills to the next level. I aspire to be a fashion designer working in the industry, and I know that FIDM will help my dream come true.
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