Chapter 8
牙牙学语
Passing hence from infancy, I came to boyhood, or rather it came to me, displacing infancy. Nor did that depart,- (for whither went it?)- and yet it was no more. For I was no longer a speechless infant, but a speaking boy. This I remember; and have since observed how I learned to speak. It was not that my elders taught me words (as, soon after, other learning) in any set method; but I, longing by cries and broken accents and various motions of my limbs to express my thoughts, so that I might have my will, and yet unable to express all I willed, or to whom I willed, did myself, by the understanding which Thou, my God, gavest me, practise the sounds in my memory. When they named any thing, and as they spoke turned towards it, I saw and remembered that they called what they would point out by the name they uttered. And that they meant this thing and no other was plain from the motion of their body, the natural language, as it were, of all nations, expressed by the countenance, glances of the eye, gestures of the limbs, and tones of the voice, indicating the affections of the mind, as it pursues, possesses, rejects, or shuns. And thus by constantly hearing words, as they occurred in various sentences, I collected gradually for what they stood; and having broken in my mouth to these signs, I thereby gave utterance to my will. 
是否我离开了幼年时代而到达童年时代,或童年到我身上替代了幼年?但前者并没有离去,它能往何处去呢?可是它已经不存在了。我已经不是一个不言不语的婴儿,已经成为呀呀学语的孩子了。据我记忆所及,从此以后,我开始学语了,这也是我以后注意到的。并不是大人们依照一定程序教我言语,和稍后读书一样;是我自己,凭仗你,我的天父赋给我的理智,用呻吟、用各种声音、用肢体的种种动作,想表达出我内心的思想,使之服从我的意志;但不可能表达我所要的一切,使人人领会我所有的心情。为此,听到别人指称一件东西,或看到别人随着某一种声音做某一种动作,我便记下来:我记住了这东西叫什么,要指那件东西时,便发出那种声音。又从别人的动作了解别人的意愿,这是各民族的自然语言:用面上的表情、用目光和其他肢体的顾盼动作、用声音表达内心的情感,或为要求、或为保留、或是拒绝、或是逃避。这样一再听到那些语言,按各种语句中的先后次序,我逐渐通解它们的意义,便勉强鼓动唇舌,借以表达我的意愿。
Thus I exchanged with those about me these current signs of our wills, and so launched deeper into the stormy intercourse of human life, yet depending on parental authority and the beck of elders.
从此,我开始和周围的人们使用互相达意的信号,在父母的约束下、在尊长的指导下,更进一步踏入人类生活翻复动荡的社会。
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